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| The Cathedral of St. Louis (Busch Stadium for the uninitiated) |
Like Annie in
the movie Bull Durham, I believe in the Church of Baseball. Religion and
baseball may have nothing to do with each other, but baseball frequently
operates in the same domain as religion. Watch any game during the defining
moments of a pennant race and you will see hundreds of fans in the late innings
with their eyes closed, hands folded in prayer, seeking heavenly blessings for
their beloved players and teams. The players themselves appear to sense that
God has a stake in the outcome of their games. They cross themselves as they
step to the plate. They point to the heavens when they hit a home run or strike
out an opposing batter. Certainly, God is not neutral in the affairs of
baseball.
I am a rational
human being. I accept scientific truths and accumulated knowledge of empirical
research. Although my religious upbringing instilled in me a belief in God, as
an adult my religious leanings are full of doubt and skepticism. And yet, while
I cannot explain it, there are times in my life I have felt God’s presence. In
the words of Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel, “The moment we utter the name of God
we leave the level of scientific thinking and enter the realm of the ineffable
… which by its very nature lies beyond our comprehension.”
All of this
leads to a fundamental question: Is God even a baseball fan? Certainly, God has
no love for the powerful Yankees, the money-drenched Dodgers, or any of the
evil teams that oppose the Cardinals and all their inherent goodness. In a just
world, would not God intervene to ensure my beloved Cardinals won the World Series
every season?
I know for
certain that God was asleep at the switch when he (or she) allowed the Boston
Red Sox to break the Curse of the Bambino in 2004. I did not object when God
allowed the Red Sox, down three-games-to-none, to miraculously win the last four
games and defeat the New York Yankees in the American League Championship
Series. But I can only conclude that other worldly matters distracted God when
he allowed the Sox to sweep the 105-win Cardinals in that season’s World
Series. Now, some people claim the Red Sox won because they played better
baseball than the Yankees and Cardinals over that eight-game stretch. But you
don’t really believe this, do you?
I am kidding, of
course. I know God has nothing to do with how the Cardinals do on any given day
or season. But I am convinced that each game’s outcome is determined by the
coffee mug I choose to drink from each morning. When I open the kitchen cabinet
and reach for that day’s mug, I think carefully about which one will provide
the magic to help my team win that night. So far this season, I have chosen
correctly 13 of 21 times, pretty good for a team not expected to do a whole lot
of winning this year.
Is it possible
that my lifelong attachment to the St. Louis Cardinals, a team for which I have
no geographical or familial connection, arises from the same aura of
ineffability to which Rabbi Heschel attests, that inexplicable, spiritual dimension
of human experience that touches the core of our existence? I have been pondering
such questions ever since reading Baseball as a Road to God (Gotham
Books, 2013) by former New York University president John Sexton, and watching Baseball:
Beyond Belief, the companion documentary, which aired recently on FS1.
Sexton is the former President of
New York University and Dean of NYU Law School, who also holds a PhD in history
of American religion. His book originated from a seminar he designed on
baseball and religion, which contends that “baseball can show us more about our
world and ourselves than we might have thought” and “can demonstrate the
benefits of living a little slower, of noticing a little more, and of embracing
life’s ineffable beauties.” Sexton does not literally contend that baseball
provides an avenue to God, or that we should take too seriously the connection
between baseball and religion. But he does seek to show parallels between baseball,
faith, and spirituality.
Baseball, like religion, is full
of sacred places and sacred times. Ballparks are cathedrals, a place where the
faithful gather and commune. And much like the devoutly religious among us, the
baseball fan’s innermost thoughts are filled with elements of faith, doubt, the
hope for miracles, a belief in superstitions and myths, blessings and curses,
saints and sinners, and a longing for community.
As noted by Sexton, just as the world’s
great religions mark significant events on their holiest of days—Passover and
Yom Kippur in Judaism; Christmas and Easter in Christianity; Ramadan in Islam—baseball
has Opening Day, a time of rebirth and renewal, when every team gets a fresh
start and the sins of the past are forgiven in the hope of new beginnings. Most
religions point to an ultimate destination, the Road to Damascus, the Promised
Land, the search for eternal salvation. In baseball, the postseason playoffs
are baseball’s high holy days, and the World Series is the Promised Land. The
only way to get there is to overcome adversity and be tested along the way. It
is why all 30 major league teams play a long, drawn-out season of 162 games.
Within each season there are moments
of heightened awareness, memorable events that become part of baseball
mythology; a come-from-behind win, a walk off home run, a remarkable catch.
These are the shared experiences of parents and children, brothers and sisters,
and close friends that become sacred stories of baseball memories. In any
ballpark, Sexton writes, “magic can happen, and the fan can be transported to a
space and time beyond, to an experience we know profoundly but cannot put into
words.”
Some of the oldest and most
historic parks are considered especially sacred spaces, including Wrigley Field
in Chicago, Fenway Park in Boston, and Yankee Stadium in New York. Yankee
Stadium also contains Monument Park, where the Ghosts of Babe Ruth, Lou Gehrig,
Joe Dimaggio, and Mickey Mantle are forever memorialized. On the University of
Pittsburgh campus is the remnant of the outfield wall of old Forbes Field, marking
where Bill Mazeroski hit the walk-off home run that defeated the Yankees in Game
Seven of the 1960 World Series. To this day, people gather at the historical
marker every October 13 and play a recording of the radio
broadcast to relive that memorable moment in time.
Baseball, like religion, is also
about community. After September 11, when the Yankees reached the
World Series, it helped unite a city in pain and allowed a period of national
healing. Even though the Yankees lost to the Arizona Diamondbacks, that series
demonstrated baseball’s power to bring people together and celebrate America.
In Baseball as a Road to God,
Sexton tells the story of when he and his best friend Dougie ran home from
Catholic grade school on October 4, 1955, to catch the end of the seventh game
of the World Series between the Brooklyn Dodgers and the New York Yankees. As they
put on the radio at Sexton’s house, they both placed their hands on a crucifix,
got down on their knees, and prayed as they listened to the play-by-play. For
the final three innings, they stayed on their knees until the Dodgers recorded
the final out and became World Champions. For Sexton, it remains one of the
most significant days of his life, an occurrence he only half-jokingly refers
to as one of the twelve greatest events of world history. For him, it is a
sacred memory.
Of course, as Sexton suggests, what
is sacred for one person is not sacred for another. For Muslims, the Dome of
the Rock is revered as the site of Prophet Muhammed’s ascension to heaven. Others
see only a beautiful work of architecture. For devout Catholics and liturgical
Protestants, bread and wine represent the body and blood of Christ as
symbolized in the Eucharist. For the non-religious, it looks like the makings
of a romantic picnic by the lake. Baseball is no different. For me, there is
nothing special about the Dodgers, Brooklyn or otherwise, winning a World
Series (apologies to Professor Sexton). But if the Cardinals ascend to the
mountaintop, well then …
One thing all baseball fans share
is a belief in miracles. Even the hard-core atheist understands that remaining
loyal to one’s team in challenging times involves a leap of faith that, in any
season, the impossible may occur. “A leap of faith,” writes Sexton, “is an
embrace of feeling over logic, a willingness to loosen one’s dependence on the
purely rational.”
My father experienced a leap of
faith in 1951, when his New York Giants overcame a 13.5 game deficit in August to
win the National League pennant on the final game of the year by Bobby
Thomson’s walk-off home run in the bottom of the ninth. For long-standing
Giants fans, that season is still remembered as the Miracle of Coogan’s Bluff.
The 1969 Miracle Mets and the “Ya Gotta Believe” 1973 Mets are two more
examples of the impossible occurring. Ask any Mets fan old enough to have
experienced those two seasons and you will hear similar and deeply embedded
memories from all of them. And who can forget Kirk Gibson’s pinch hit home run
in the 1988 World Series when he came off the bench with two crippled knees to
win the game on one swing of the bat, leading to Vin Scully’s legendary call:
“In a season that has been so improbable, the impossible has happened.” The fans
of these teams, I dare say, believe in miracles to this day.
Speaking of miracles, can it be
denied that the forces of destiny, or divine intervention, were in play when
David Freese hit the game-tying triple with two outs in the bottom of the ninth
in Game Six of the 2011 World Series that propelled the Cardinals to a
miraculous, come-from-behind World Championship? I think not.
Of course, in religion and
baseball, faith and doubt go together. As Sexton explains, “Doubt is at the
core of baseball, touching every player and every fan. And doubt is central to
the religious experience. They are not separate, they coexist. In baseball as
in religion, doubt and faith are intertwined.” As a Cardinals fan, doubt is the
essence of my existence. During my lifetime, I have seen too many blown saves
in the ninth inning, too many times the Cardinals have blown three-game-to-one
leads in the playoffs and the World Series, to ever allow confidence or a sense
of calmness to enter my thoughts. When the Cardinals take a lead into the ninth
inning, I think of all the different ways things can go badly. And far too
often it happens. You aren’t paranoid if they really are out to get you.
And yet, the antidote to doubt is
hope. Without hope, the fan cannot survive. I may doubt the Cards will pull out
a win each game, but that is a psychological defense mechanism to fend off the
dark clouds of despair that lingers should my hopes be crushed by a series of
walks and hits and wild pitches resulting in a Cardinals loss. Hope may be deeply
embedded in my soul. But only when the Cardinals record the final out and win
the game can I finally exhale and experience a sense of calm and inner peace. At
least until tomorrow night’s game.
There are certain events that
lead to prolonged suffering and the belief in the minds of some fans that their
teams have been cursed. Most of the great baseball curses arose from excessively
long championship droughts, highlighted by a groundball through the first
baseman’s legs (e.g., Bill Buckner in the 1986 World Series) and similar
occurrences. Before the 2004 World Series, the Red Sox went 86 years without a
World Championship. Did it really have nothing to do with the owner selling
Babe Ruth to the Yankees for $125,000 after the 1919 season? Did the Curse of
the Billy Goat, inflicted on the Cubs by Billy Sianis after he and his beloved
pet goat were removed from Wrigley Field in Game Two of the 1945 World Series
(due to the stench caused by the goat), really have nothing to do with the Cubs
not reaching the World Series for another 71 years?
Yet again, other teams can lose
for even longer stretches of time without any talk of curses. The Philadelphia
Phillies did not win a championship for the first 97 years of the team’s
existence, and no one in Philadelphia ever talked about The Curse of Connie
Mack or anything of the sort. Phillies fans simply chalked it up to a century
of bad baseball. And if any team deserved a curse, it was the Chicago White
Sox, whose best players threw the 1919 World Series after accepting bribes from
gangsters. Not until 2005, 88 years after their last championship, did the
White Sox again win a World Series. And yet, fans on the South Side of Chicago accepted
that, win or lose, it is about baseball, not curses. Oh, ye fans of little
faith.
Baseball, of course, does not really
provide a “road to God” and Sexton does not suggest otherwise. But baseball, writes
Sexton, “calls us to live slow and notice.” Baseball is a timeless game. It
proceeds at its own pace. It teaches us to breathe, to develop a heightened
sensitivity to the specialness of our lives. For three hours each day, it
forces us to slow down, to set aside the noise and speed of everyday life. Our
lives are never slow for long, yet baseball “can awaken us to a dimension of
life often missing in our contemporary world of hard facts and hard science. We
can learn, through baseball, to experience life more deeply.”
Perhaps in the end, the former
President of Yale University and commissioner of major league baseball, A.
Bartlett Giamatti, best explained the essence of baseball as a spiritual
journey, when he wrote:
Baseball is about homecoming. It is a
journey by theft and strength, guile and speed, out around first to the far
island of second, where foes lurk in the reefs and the green sea suddenly grows
deeper, then to turn sharply, skimming the shallows, making for a shore that
will show a friendly face, a color, a familiar language and, at third, to
proceed, no longer by paths indirect but straight, to home.
Baseball is about going home, and how hard it is to get there and how driven is our need. It tells us how good home is. Its wisdom says you can go home again but that you cannot stay. The journey must always start once more, the bat an oar over the shoulder, until there is an end to all journeying.





